Da Journal.

I always thought that you and I would be lifelong friends.

Just so you know, when someone says they hate college the correct responses are NOT "Wow, I can't believe that, I love it. You're the only person I know who isn't loving it." and "Why don't you join a sports team."

This friendship isn't going to last until the end of this week, much less the end of our lives.

Thanks for nothing.

"I need your grace to remind me to find my own"

Wow. That's what it is.

MY TETRIS WEBSITE IS DOWN. NOT OK. SO NOT OK.

Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol sounds like how I feel about you.

Every time I see two old people together, I imagine us like that.

At the same time, I know we won't be.

I need to butt out of people's lives. I always do more harm than good.

Thank you for being such a dickhead.

You made it that much easier.

Have a nice life.

This morning I woke up and I said "I'm going to have a good day."

AND THEN MY LOATHED LOGIC CLASS GOT CANCELLED.

Just goes to show, if you decide to have a good day, you WILL have a good day.

I've been going through my closet today and I found a book of writing that I did in 5th grade. This is "what is a friend" by fifth grade me.

A friend is someone who always has a shoulder for you to cry on. A friend listens to your problems and does everything they can you help you solve them. A friend never talks about you behind your back. A friend is never, ever two-faced. A friend tries not to scream and yell even when they are very mad at you. Friends don't ignore you. Friends don't tell you what to do. Friends try to cheer you up when you are unhappy. Friends never copy you. Friends say, "neat,cool,awesome" even if what you did wasn't so awesome. Friends are willing to come over. Friends stick up for you and your rights. Friends are very willing to do whatever they need to let you have fun. And, after all, there are silver ships and there are gold ships, but the best ship of all is FRIENDSHIP!

I am so lucky that I have found friends that satisfy this 5th grade definition. I love you all.

WHAT fun. But yeah. Here she is. I'll post about the same frequency, I just felt like a new one.